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Sometimes, not everything can be share,
that's why it remains unspoken..

i am rarely talk about my personal things in here..yes, i don't like it.. i just share it with my close friends who understand me better..

just nak tulis randomly je sebab jiwa mcm kacau je..hehe, maybe i will feel better..

1) i hate making decision which i have to... because i didn't know how.. i just go with the flow..but my friends said that it's not going to work..u have to choose dila.. u have to.. errrr, can you make decision for me? hehe..atau pon xyah fikir secara serius sgt..

2) i didn't know how to say no... ouh, lg parah bende ni... atas alasan utk menjaga hati sesetengah pihak.. and again, it's not going to work..sebab saya akan tersepit in the end.. OH nOO

3) my heart is not the same anymore as before.. i mean, hati dah jd trauma, takut utk memberi peluang, and saya takut if sampai tahap one point, hati ni tak kesah utk kecewakan hati org laen..

4) kadang-kadang, saya tak dapat bezakan antara perasaan suka, kasihan, sayang dan simpati.. haha, tp korg tahu ke? hik3..







saya ingin menjadi dan mencari...

learning process

salam..

last few weeks, quite hectic and challenging for me.. dapat jumpa mcm2 patient.. and dapat macam2 grade utk log book klinik tu..haha.. elephant ada, donkey ada..

kualiti tidak selari dengan kuantiti..itu yang saya dapat rumuskan dengan performance saya minggu ni... kuantiti means kene dptkan ramai patient utk penuhkan requirement untuk lulus..kualiti means how well do we manage with the patient's problem..

so, kat sini, i know that eventhough i get many 'weird' cases, agak susah and first time jumpa, it still cannot satisfy myself.. i didn't manage to perform well...maybe because of lack of knowledge, easy to get blur and confused.. but i learn sumthing from it..i mean, many things!

1) know how and when to use pin hole in patients..hehe

2) know to decide the perfect management to the patient

3) kene tanya banyak soalan time history taking

4)kene tgk saiz pupil dlm gelap if compalint glaring at night..and check staining..

5)jgn main2 mata dgn patient yg handsome! penting ni,nnti result tak accurate..haha


so, lepas ni, kualiti haruslah selari dgn kuantiti...dpt patient bnyk2, and kualiti yg diberikan bagus2..insyaallah

apelaa ak membebel ni...yg penting, dont expect too much from me.. i'm still in the process of learning


p/s : dah nk dekat ghaye laa.. mcm mana amalan setakat ini? tepuk dada, tanya iman.. ouh, and bnyk keputusan yg harus dibuat..life is about making wise decision.. kan?

ish..berhabuknya..bersarang tebuan dah ni...

salam..

ye, saya tahu, dah berhabuk da blog saye ni..isk3, sarang tebuan pon ada..biasalaa, buzzy beez..haha*tibe2*

hurm..lamaaaaa giilllerrr tak hapdate ok!

lots of things happened..upside down of life..biasalaa tu... tp xbagus sgt mengenang nasib ni.. hehe..
mesti ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian..insyaAllah, ada laa yg tersirat tu..

banyak nak update ni..oklaa, cerita je laa k..

1) dah masuk 4th year..da dapat tajuk tesis..pasal kanak-kanak..ok laa tu, sesuai dgn jiwa..hehe.. busy memang busy, mcm2 klinik ada...sape2 yg baca ni, meh singgah klinik opto ukm k, jd patient saye dan rakan2..hehe.. saye take time jugak utk adapt life baru ni..quite hectic..kdg2 saye rasa penat sgt, xlarat, rasa nak nanges, ( sikit2 nanges, apelaa)..tp nasib baik ada kawan2 tempat mengadu..mmg hobi saye, everytime habes klinik, mesti nak gi cari kawan utk mengadu susah dan senang..yelaa, sharing is caring kan..sebab konsepnya kt sini,saya nak pastikan yg after saye keluar from klinik tu, dah takde rasa doubt ke, rasa tension ke, or rasa sedih ke.. saye nak rasa lega je after keluar from klinik tu.. boleh?

2) laptop rosak..ok fine..time busy banyak giler woh assignment, bley rosak lak kan.. selama seminggu terlantar kat sepital private..fuuh, haha saya kerinduan..now, da dapat laptop balik.. alhamdulillah..yeay! and kerja2 sekarang masih boleh dibuat, so far so good.. tq to nas bg pinjam laptop..tq to faiz cube tlg mcm2 for me..tq to cik nor tlg betulkan secara free..hehe tq to denden sebab selalu bg pinjam internet.. tq to ayah,mak, along, kawan2 lain yg selalu je dengar rintihan hati ni..hahaha..meroyan ok kalo xde laptop..

3) what friends are for? kerjasama!! *tibe2* tak, salah2...ok, nk ckp yg time susah senang ke, truly friend are always there..diorg xkan abaikan kite mcm tu je...really appreciate it.. faidz, thanx ok susah2 amek laptop, anta kt diorg tu, pastu bila xdpt betulkan, ko anta balik sini, fuuuh banyak giler susahkan ko sbnarnye..bnyk ngadu kt ko gak..hehe, ko mmg terbaiklah!
bulat, tanx angkat call aku time pkol 1 pagi tu..aku betul2 down time tu, baru lepas nanges kot, haha suddenly wanna call u..terkejut kan ko? hehe, jgn risau, emotional unstable je time tu.
denden, tq2 bnyk, eh pelik ayat..tq banyak2 sbb selalu dgr aku membebel pasal klinik, pasal laptop, and sori bnyk kaco time ko tido sbb nk guna internet tu..hehe..
yuyu and senah, tq sbb bnyk pinjamkan telinga dgr aku mengadu itu dan ini..dan tq laa sbb susah2 aje wat lawak2 utk gembirakan hati ni..hehe, laen kali visit bilik aku bawak aiskrim lg ok? tp xnak keropok rota lg laa, nnti bibir i sexy you..haha

4) two is better than one? i hope so... let the time decide, boleh? malas nk fikir, tp mcm kene fikir..tp malas nak fikir..kena fikir ke? xyah kan? boleh ke? haha, paannnggg!! merepek je..




ok, tu je update..nak gambar terbaru? ekeke..ok, bg gmbr cacat otak, mahu?