randomly

Sometimes, not everything can be share,
that's why it remains unspoken..

i am rarely talk about my personal things in here..yes, i don't like it.. i just share it with my close friends who understand me better..

just nak tulis randomly je sebab jiwa mcm kacau je..hehe, maybe i will feel better..

1) i hate making decision which i have to... because i didn't know how.. i just go with the flow..but my friends said that it's not going to work..u have to choose dila.. u have to.. errrr, can you make decision for me? hehe..atau pon xyah fikir secara serius sgt..

2) i didn't know how to say no... ouh, lg parah bende ni... atas alasan utk menjaga hati sesetengah pihak.. and again, it's not going to work..sebab saya akan tersepit in the end.. OH nOO

3) my heart is not the same anymore as before.. i mean, hati dah jd trauma, takut utk memberi peluang, and saya takut if sampai tahap one point, hati ni tak kesah utk kecewakan hati org laen..

4) kadang-kadang, saya tak dapat bezakan antara perasaan suka, kasihan, sayang dan simpati.. haha, tp korg tahu ke? hik3..







saya ingin menjadi dan mencari...