meaningful raya

selamat hari raya adilfitri

maaf zahir batin

raya tahun ni alhamdulillah sgt bermakna.

at this age, i'm happy that its time for me to give, not receive.

beri duit raya kpd anak2 buah..beri duit kepada mak ayah..beri duit kepada atok nenek

alhamdulillah satu kepuasan utk saya

beraya bersama kawan2 rapat menjadi rutin setiap kali raya

alhamdulillah this year my relationship with epy getting better

kembali bertegur sapa..berbual dan bergurau seperti biasa.

this raya made me happy.

alhamdulillah masing2 dah boleh lupa sengketa dulu

its been almost 4 years since that day which we lost contact and tidak bertgur sapa

now masing2 dah ada life sendiri. how times flies kan.

and he is still epy yg dulu.. i'm glad that this raya we can be friend again.

alhamdulillah.

tahniah sebab akan grad 25/9 ni.. itu impian sejak dulu kan.

saya pula akan grad 26/9 ni.. ye, impian dulu nak grad bersama.

tidak mengapa. i'm happy to see u achieve what u dream of. good luck!

kepada kawan baik, terima kasih bg hdiah.. its a meaningful gift.

every year, awak takkan miss utk bg hadiah kan.

i really appreaciate it.

take care.

hurm, my mum sibuk tanya mana nye calon menantu maknye pun?

adoi mak..i dont know.

heh.

sekian

latest update!

salam

saya di tempat kerja lg..xde patient/customer..so ber-belog kejap..ye..betul, kejap je

latest update:

1) saya sekarang bekerja di Utama Optometrist Subang 2..

2) start 1 jun..sekarang dah 22 jun..xlama lg nak dapat gaji first! woot~~

3) tinggal di rumah sewa subang..dgn kawan2 baik ku dan along ku..best.

4) plan utk balik kampung 2 july ni sebab nak buat kenduri kesyukuran sket sempena dpt keja and result exam seperti yg diimpikan..alhamdulillah..kpd kawan2 baik, jemputlah datang..

5) sedang cuba utk ada komitmen lain..*wink* after almost 4 years..please pray for me.

6) semakin busy dgn kerja..bukan sahaja cek mata org, tapi belajar buat sales power2, buat admin sikit2, buat consultation dan sebagainya.. i'm happy with it.

7) waktu kerja? 10pg sampai 9 mlm.. seriously kena appreciate waktu cuti..hehe..

8) masih belum berkereta..planning tu ada..insyaallah.. ( dah boleh drive sikit2, tapi passenger sakit jantung jugak) hehe

ber-BROGA

bukit broga, semenyih.

cik husna, cik D, cik senah, cik nab, cik ecah



lawa scenery kt broga..serius!

mendaki lg..ni baru level 1..

bergambar di level 1 kot.. kawan2 opto saye

kawan2 opto saye lg..

gembira betul kanak-kanak ni.. balik broga, terus cirit birit..apekah..haha

bersama cik senah..kawan cirit-birit saye..ahaks

27 mei 2011 : misi terlaksana juga akhirnya.. nak sawah padi, dah dapat..nak laut dan pulau, dah dapat..sekarang nak naik bukit, dah dapat juge..yeay!

memang best daki gunung ramai2 ni..susah payah bersama..tapi penatnye sorg2 laa, haha waduh after turun je broga, sakit satu badan..plus cirit birit lagi..xtau makan ape kt atas tu..

thank you so much kpd kawan2 opto yg laen.. i have so much fun there.. lepas ni, masing2 dah bawa haluan masing2..please keep these memories remain ok.. sayang korg sgt2..4 tahun belajar bersama kan.. keep in touch..

misi lepas ni ape? erm, nak gi sabah, boleh? atau sarawak? heee..scuba diving jom!

a doctor in the house..

my sis brought DR MAHATHIR's book entitle A DOCTOR IN THE HOUSE for my father..as a birthday present..

i know he like it so much..as for now, he has time to read at home, since he already retired.. umur ayah sekarang adelah 57 tahun.. its time for him to rest at home.. but doing nothing is quite boring for him.. therefore, banyaklaa aktiviti yg ayah buat..mcm tanam kelapa sawit, bawak van angkut budak2 sekolah dan lain2..

kembali kpd buku ni..i found that its quite interesting..buku tebal oh..memang banyak jugak politik.. since saya tgah cuti ni, saye habiskan masa dgn membaca buku ni juge kt rumah.. bab politik, i malas sikit nak baca sebab xfaham, hehe.. tp its interesting baca bab lain.. read about the way dr mahathir think..the way he solve problems..many inspiring things i found through this book.. dr mahathir ni idola ayah saya.. so, when he got this book from my sis, he was so happy.. everyday he read ( if have time)..

my idol? oh ayah saye laa idola saye.. ayah paling cool di dunia.. weeee

update about me: i'm going to start working soon.. 1 jun is my first day.. pray for me.. and rumah sewa di subang.. start new life there... nervous but happy! later i belanja ye bestfriends!

time's travel so fast~

26 april 2011 : finish viva saya dgn senyuman..alhamdulillah, lega dah setel..

selalunya saya akan celebrate kelegaan ini dgn makanan.. sebab bila makan sedap2, hati gumbira!!

malam tu, pegi mkn dgn my besties- cik yuyu,cik senah, dan cik dena a.k.a kakak tiri..
makan besar malam tu...phew..saya suka! saya suka!


27 april : saya pegi lunch dgn paiz, bestfriend since 1st year kt ukm.. oleh sebab dia bnyk sgt tolong saya, saya belanja laa dia makan kt MARKET IKAN MANHATTAN kat sogo..hehe

sedap! nyummy! suka sotong and ikan tuuu..nak lagi..hehe

malam pula, makan NASI AYAM PENYET AP kat wangsa walk pulak.. pergh, pedas ok... saya bukanlah penggemar ayam penyet tegar..boleh je makan, tp kalo pedas sgt, akak tak tahan dik!..

28 april : saya ada dinner date dgn buddy2 saya..cik ain dan cik feiruz... makan kt ROSDET.. makan besar juge..ala-ala jamuan perpisahan...fuuhh, makan lg... mkn kt rosdet sedap!

29 april : saya keluar dgn cik yuyu dan cik senah ke times square.. kenapa ntah tibe2 nk makan KFC untuk lunch... maka, ke KFC laa kite..makan set lunch dgn egg tart kfc yg nyummy! sekali lagi saya gembira sebab makanan sedap..ehe

30 april : parents saya datang utk ambil barang2...dah packing dah..banyak betul barang.. kasik kosong itu bilik... saya tak ikut parents saya balik johor..hehe, sebab saya pegi PERAK..

kol 4 ptg, berlari2 gi pudu utk ke perak..and the journey begin- to cik senah house..hehe..



p/s: update blog secara cepat sebab kat rumah ni, kene bg chance adik nk main lappy pula..adoilaa.. i write all the dates, because i want to remember all the memory that i had during that time..so, bila nk ingt balik, senang laa.. and yes, i love to eat! semoga berjaya tambah berat badan saya ni..hehe.. tp skrg makan kena jaga, sebab dah ada simptom2 xbagus...isk3

just a dream!

salam

pernah tak, tetapkan kriteria or ciri2 lelaki idaman?

haha, i mean in terms of fizikal laa.. sebab kalo tanya,mesti semua org nak yg beriman, berilmu, bertanggungjawab dan sebagainya.. ciri2 fizikal mesti ada jugak kan?

kan? kan? haha..remaja2 especially selalu ada buat list2 ciri2 itulaa, inilaaa..

sebab diorg baru nk tgk dunia.. hehe

i admit, dulu zaman jahiliyah,hiks* ada laa list down ciri2 yg sedap mata memandang..

haha..lawak giler bila fikir balik.

ape? nak tau? eh mana boleh..bayor laa, ckp bnyk xguna..heee

dulu-dulu

suka yg pakai spek..nampak pandai gitu

sekarang?

yg xpakai spek tu lg pandai rupanya..hehe

teori kadang2 xleh pakai.

dulu-dulu

suka yg yg tinggi, yg ada janggut, haha, yg kulit putih, sebaya,

yg pakai jam tangan kiri ( xtau kenapa)..hehe

sekarang?

ahh, xkesah semua tu..

xde masa den nak tgk semua bende ni haa..

ado den kesah awok pakai jam tangan mana?

xde dahh

entah hape2 ntah..entry ni saje je, xde input sgt pn..just reveal the unspoken je, xde mende sgt..

sebenarnya, saye tgah bosan..ye bosan..xtau nak buat ape..exam abis pon bosan.. ish, lg best ada exam ( nampak benorr nipunyee)..

sebenarnye, xpayah laa kesah sgt about faktor fizikal..xmenjamin sgt..jgn dipandang pada rupa yg hensem tu sgt..apa yg penting, nilai laa dr segi hati budi dan faktor dalaman..

oleh sebab saya free lepas ni, mungkin akan update bertalu-tubi..haha

p/s : saya ada viva ari selasa ni..doakan semuanya selamat.. kepada bestfriend, i know u are reading this silently, hehe tolong doakan kejayaan saya..

wedding!

salam

kahwin is not easy.

this is what i get after doing some observation..

haha, saye kan suka observe org..

ok, why i'm saying that?

its really not easy, especially for a men..

org lelaki laa yg banyak kena fikir about kahwin ni..

i mean, in terms of kewangan, family, dan iman..

dah cukup ke untuk menjadi ketua keluarga dan idup bersama org laen?

zaman skrg ni, ada ke yg bg hantaran rm500 ?? ade??

ok, mmg ada, utk org yg berpendapatan rendah..

i've seen one case before..

ok, mereka tunang dah setahun..janji dgn keluarga perempuan hantaran rm3000

nak buat majlis kecil2 je..ok, fine..keluarga perempuan pn faham

tp bila dah tiba masanya nak nikah, org lelaki ni only give rm500..

what! is it enough??

xkan selama setahun, xdpt simpan sikit2?

ok2, saya emo..dan kesian laa kt family perempuan tu, kena menanggung semuanya.

to be honest, this is not the way..

kalo dah mula2 ko dah mungkir janji, xpayah kahwin laa brader..

*ok, emo lg..haha

ada jugak org lelaki yg mengelak bila citer pasal kahwin..

couple dah lame dah..sayang cinta gila ni..

tp, xpernah nak jumpa parents..

xpernah bincang pasal kahwin.

and, bila perempuan tanya sikit pasal kahwin, terus gelabah mintak clash..

alasan, perempuan xmemahami laa, memaksa laa..

ok..fine. kalo ko xnak kahwin, xpayah couple laa brader.

*ok, emo lg..haha

that is why, saya rasa kalau xbersedia lg, better dont talk about sayang cinta gila ni towards women.

dont ever promise like this..

"i love you forever and ever and ever"

" i janji akan jaga u sampai bila2"

ewww..please.

if u want to have a serious relationship, u should have serious long-term planning.

misi utk relationship tu mestila sampai ke jinjang pelamin kan?

so, usaha lah!

tp alasan certain people bila clash cmni..

"xda jodoh, nak buat cmne"

"dia yang curang, xperlu lg bersama"

dah mcm kisah sembilu dah.

nak tau kenapa saya post emo cmni?

sebab saya dah muak dgn alasan foolish lelaki.

they dont show efforts, but they show excuses!

lega juge

selepas berjaya anta semua 8 report dan draft tesis, rasa lega! alhamdulillah.. reward myself with pizza yg ade udang tu ( first tyme makan udang sedap tu, kikiki) dan alhamdulillah xbengkak mulut..haha eat with my awesome friends really makes me happy..gelak tak hingat..

hik3 i wanna banana choc..seriously...tp xdpt cari semalam.. delivery ade tak? hehe malas ah nk suruh org belanja..cakap je lebih.

" never search happiness in others which will make u feel alone. but search it in yourself. you will feel happy even if you are left alone"

memori klinikal..

assalamualaikum..

esok, hari untuk menghantar log book klinikal..

alhamdulillah, hasil penat lelah bertungkus lumus, dapat juga siapkan 40+ patients,and fulfill all the requirements...

my biggest appreciation i give to all my patients, who check their eyes with me, who trust in me and who being friend with me..thank you so much..

during clinical session, i wake up very early, and go to clinic at 6.30 ( paling awal ) or 6.45 paling lambat...with my kakak tiri, diana...thank you diana, sebab selalu kejut saye bangun dengan mesej.." dila, bangun2.." i really appreciate that alarm msg!

banyak kes berkaitan mata yg dijumpai, dan banyak juga ragam manusia yang diperhati..

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..

i've learned a lot from experiences.

ada patient yang bagi duit tiba-tiba ( sumbangan ikhlas katanya) walaupun saya sudah beberapa kali menolak.. terima kasih encik maily munen!

ada juga patient yang topupkan saya RM30, tiba-tiba.. terima kasih aboubacar!

ada juga patient yang belanja saya makan.. terima kasih syafiq dan pakcik maidin!

ada juga patient yang mengaku saya menantu dia.. erk!

dan ada juga patient yang jadi kawan saya sekarang..

dealing with people is not hard..

yang penting, niat kita ikhlas untuk menolong.

patient dont care how much u know, they just want to know how much you care..

saye pegang kata-kata ini..

i want each of my patient to know that i care so much about their vision and eyes..

and to be honest, i try to remember all my patient's face.

so that, if we meet again anywhere, i can ask this question;

"how are you? vision ok tak? ada pening2 lg tak dgn spect tu?"

hihi... i am grateful to be in this optometry course..

i love dealing with people..

terima kasih juga kat junior2, yang sanggup jadi patient saye..when i dont have one..

terima kasih juga kt kawan2 saya, yg bg tunjuk ajar, when i'm confused.

terima kasih kt semua, yg benarkan saya buat diagnostic test tu.

paling penting, terima kasih kat supervisor klinik, yang bnyk mengajar, memarahi dan menasihati.. i take all those word as a knowledge for me to learn..

dulu-dulu, saya cepat kecik ati bila kena marah..

sekarang, hati dah kebal bila kena marah..

sebab saya tau reason kena marah tu sebab nak mengajar..hihi

saya pasti akan rindu Pn Zaimah di kaunter, yg kadang2 garang, kadang2 peramah..

saya pasti akan rindu en. mohd noor dan pn asmah yg datang pagi2 utk bukak klinik..

saya juga akan rindu en.shah yang selalu tolong ambil volk lens, tono, dan sebagainya.. maruku juge..hihi

p/s: jgn menangis dulu...even it has nearly come to an end. memories remain~

harder to choose, again..

when u said that the priority was on me,

i feel better,

i feel safer

i feel secure..

but, one thing for sure,

i still don't know,

to whom should i give my priority after my family and friends,

because the heart still don't want to speak,

the heart can't choose their other half,

the heart kept remaining silent,

as they are afraid to be broken,....again.

luahan emosi

nothing much. just want to express it here.

some people are too selfish.
some people now are not meant to be respected.

some people ignore others because of themselves.
some people think that they are good enough to talk, unfortunately they don't.

living with people is not so hard.
understand them, and be nice to each other.

it's a simbiosis situation.

please, don't take advantage to others.
please, be kind to each other..
please, respect people if u want to be respected.
please, don't just care about yourself, please care of your surrounding.
and please, don't be too racism. it's not good, people.


i know u are good.
i know u are the best.
but u dont know when u should,
to respect all the rest.

maybe i'm not a good talker,
but i'm a good observer.







my weakness: i'm not easy to be mad at people. but, when it's reaching the limit, i will speak.
when i'm mad, i dont know who to be blame.

p/s: please don't make me speak in english.

great week, with great people..

Pictures can tell the reason why i love them..

people who always besides me, ups and down..

thank u for that.

*hugs*

date: 20 januari 2011.. finally, 4 of them have time to jalan-jalan bersama..like always.
now, everybody seems to be busy with the works, and hard to find free time..so, that day, these fantabulous-4 (hik3) gather at vivo, times square...our favourite place to lepak..

date: 23 januari 2011.. i have a chance to meet one of my bestfriend since sekolah menengah dulu.. diana is her name.. dia makin cantik u all.. and masih single lg (wah, sempat lg bgtau).. best giler jalan sogo, jalan kt jalan tar carik tudung tu semua..and amazingly, duit takdelah banyak keluar sgt.. seronok-beronok, tahu?

date : 25 januari 2011.. finally i meet these amizing creatures( hak3) ok2, my besties time kat kolej tu.. dulu, kite selalu duduk kafe, atau bilik jaksa atau tepi blok f, atau mane-manelah untuk share stories and gosip! join program together, very aktif, produktif da bomb betul kan.. tp tu zaman dulu..sekarang zaman tua dah, xlarat ah nk join program lg.. walau apa pon, bonding between us never fade..insyaallah.. comel kan mereka, kebetulan semua pakai baju ada unsur2 merah-hot, sebab dah tahu dah mesti akan ada gosip hot..boleh?

da lama tak jumpa kak mezah, and ain..oh, akhirnya dpt jumpa..OMG, bnyk sgt update stories dr mereka.. makan rojak petang2 and minum cendol sambil gosip2 di bawah pokok dengan angin-angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa adalah menarik..hik3..

banyak jerawat! *nanges*

i love the bonding!

salam

i cannot sleep, so i rajenlaa jenguk blog ni..

ada org suruh kite update laa..ahahaha

u know what?

i feel really happy to have friends from different races

and actually, i think, the bond between us is quite well.. i mean, awesome!

we can talk diferent things..

gossip..family background..different culture..and about future and life

td we had lunch together, at pizza hut..thanx chun hui belanja saye and indira..

belanja without reason..just wanna share stories and kill the free time..haha

we share a lot..

chun hui talk about future plan.. about saving..

amazingly, he also talk about how much saving he has now..cool!

he share about his family..ups and down..he share about life, siap lukis2 graf lg..

and he even teach us the word in chinese..

indira, share about thaipussam..the reason why she is vege-person right now..

she share about her family, her way of thinking and her expression towards life..

different people, different view, right..
she is like my 'kakak'..always tell what is right, what is wrong..

tq for that!

i enjoyed talking with them..didnt feel boundaries at all.

and we share some thought also about "u are what u think"

i learn lots of thing today..thanx guys!

lim yee chung, is one of the closest team-mate too..

we share gossips, stories and he sumtimes understand my situation..

a little bit crazy but he really can put smile on my face..tq for that..

dia ni, sgt gentleman, sgt polite, sgt kelakar dan fashionable juge..hehe

i will miss the moment we spend together guys!

p/s: pizza td sedaplah! naseb baek ada pizza utk vegetarian punya..hehe